Pulp of My Heart
By Lucia Llano
May 2, 2023

The world doesn’t know you as anything but just another beautiful thing of bloom & rot.
i'm spoiled rotten. my skin so soft. so pretty,
go through me
like a worm. it’s so easy
in the rot of your perfect hands.
you left me here, blind, hands outstretched,
murmuring like a fool, calling:
darling, darling—you have my whole heart!
you have it all darling!
my whole, rotten, pink, heart.

white knuckles,
or baby’s breath,
i overwater,
i think, i find myself
with fingers in your mouth
pulling daisies
one by one
from your throat.
and you, like
oak & ivy
you sprout to the touch of me
though
the imprint of my fingers makes
your skin come apart
but you look so beautiful.
i want to pick you
even then.
just to feel you, close and little,
between my two fingers.
even though i make you split in two.
i will love you.
you’re beautiful. you’re honeydew
eyes, clementine cheeks, pomegranate lips
apple of my eye, your ribs
will diverge. your heart, then,
open and gaping for me.
you overwater,
say,
here is all of me; here is my peach pit
here is the pulp of my heart, it is yours,
now,
–take it. ■


Layout: Emely Romo
Photographer: Amy Lee
Stylist: Emily Martinez
Set Stylist: Caroline St. Clergy & Miguel Anderson
HMUA: Azucena Mosqueda & Emely Romo
Models: Arliz Muñoz & Tyler Kubeka
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